Hiral

 Hi Rjjo, today when I closed my eyes I could see glimpses of you! you wearing a jacket and walking on the grass it has been very long since I realised that we parted and how stupid I was for blaming you and cursing you for doing nothing for my illness. there is a deep longing that goes with the soul to see you or to walk with you in a parallel universe the laughter of yours still heard loud within me. wish we could have been friends.

 I do love Vrutant so much I can't stop thinking about him I can't get him out of my system when he asked for break and space I kept running around him being so clingy I have all the visuals so alive from the day he came to pick me up, sitting besides him in the car staring him, walking with him towards the beach, sitting there with him, looking at the ocean sun and him, talking life out, that simple dinner, the short hike, those stone balancing, him hearing the car sound, me trying to grab an opportunity to hold his hand, talking, leaning, having quick bites in sandwiches It was all magical and I didn't know then that I will fall in love with him. I still don't know I fell in love with him or how he made me feel or gave me everything to be myself that carefree, hopelessly in love, fighting for what matters. Still, I did he kept coming to me him eating that chia bowl on the sofa, travelling to calafat, holding me around, going to the beach at night, travelling for food,...

  Dear Vrutant, I hope you're doing well and had a good day so far. Following up on our conversation on WhatsApp, I wanted to give this another try and explain my state of mind, especially since we keep circling back to the same topic. First, I want to address your concern about me referring to your mum as Mrs. Naresh . I didn’t mean it intentionally. You knew how nervous and anxious I was when I heard her voice. You were sitting right next to me, and I wasn’t even ready to talk to her, but I felt forced to. I messaged you beforehand saying I didn’t know how I’d handle it, and you reassured me, saying you had faith in me. I really don’t understand where I went wrong there. The day your family crossed all boundaries, I decided I didn’t want to have any contact with them. I was even considering stepping away from our relationship entirely so I wouldn’t come between your happiness. But you assured me—again and again—that you wouldn’t go back to them, that you’d cut ties and build a li...