The chaotic turmoil - the tale of a marriage
It's been a few months since our marriage. everything feels so different and dead between us not sure where life will take us. for babudu suddenly from facing them in the marriage or seeing them in cousin's marriage or sad events now he visualises about living together. living happily there after forgetting everything in blink of eye. the baggage the trauma that his family gave me and humiliated my family in his own house is doing everything to protect it to live there I don't know this feels so challenging fundamentally that for him my self respect or dignity is like a doormat which anyone can ruin including himself him asking to stay in the house just for a day is like below the belt at so many levels I feel he does not respect me at all and that changes everything I used to see in this relationship I don't know if we will survive together for me life is important and living a moment without burden matters I think a life without marriage and it looks so calming and h...